In The Shadows

No sleep, no sleep until I'm done with finding the answer

Won't stop, won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer

Sometimes I feel like going down, and so is connented

Somehow I know I'm haunted to be wanted

I've been walking

I've been waiting

In the shadows for my time

I've been searching

I've been living

For tomorrows all my life

In the shadows

In the shadows

They say that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe

But I, I'd rather kill myself then turn into their slave

Sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder

Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for the wonder

I've been walking

I've been waiting

In the shadows for my time

I've been searching

I've been living

For tomorrow all my life

Lately I've been walking, walking in circles

watching, waiting for something

Feel me

Touch me

Heal me

Come take me higher

I've been walking

I've been waiting

In the shadows for my time

I've been searching

I've been living

For tomorrow all my life

I've been walking

I've been waiting

I've been searching

I've been living

For tomorrow all my life

In the shadows

In the shadows

I've been waiting....

Still Standing

I wish you were here tonight with me to see the northern lights.

I wish you were here tonight with me.

I wish I could have you by my side tonight when the sky is burning.

I wish I could have you by my side.

Cause I've been down and I've been crawling.

Won't back down no more.

Can't you stop the lies burning from the skies.

Down on me, I'm still standing.

Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised.

Conscience clear I'm still standing here.

Burns like a thousand stars, though you're light years away.

Burns like a thousand stars or more.

You're up there, you're always with me.

Smiling down on me.

Something sacred, something so beautiful.

Something quiet to ease my mind.

When the pressure's taking me over and over.

Cause I've been down and I've been crawling.

Pushed around, 'n' always falling.

You're up there, you're always with me.

Smiling down on me.

In My Life

Feel the heat below my feet.

I have to go no time to sleep.

Can't believe the things you say.

Turn my head and walk away.

You make me sick you make me nervous.

Times are gone when you would say.

This is the one and seize the day.

Times are gone for honesty.

"My victory is your defeat".

Oh can't you see you've been mistaken.

In my life I decide and it turns me on.

How I am, How I live, Who I love.

In my way I feel strong.

And it turns me on.

In my life, I decide, I decide.

All you do, you can't deny it, it's waste of time, waste of life.

Can I suggest that you invest in something more than hopelessness.

Before you know, the ride is over.

It's up to you if you give it up, give it up.

It's up to you if you won't stop.

The record shows that you're dead but you're still living.

Every time you have died you have been given

another change to fix your bad attitude.

And make a move, it's up to you.

Time To Burn

Fear of the dark tears me apart.

Won't leave me alone and time keeps running out.

Just one more life, I'm so sick and tired

of singing the blues, I should turn my life around.

Tell me why do I feel this way.

All my life I've been standing on the borderline.

Too many bridges burned.

Too many lies I've heard.

I had a life but I can't go back.

I can't do that, it will never be the same again.

And I know I don't

have any time to burn.

They follow me home, disturbing my sleep.

But I'll find a place, place where they cannot find me.

Maybe I'm lost, and maybe I'm scared.

But too many times I've closed the doors behind me.

Leave it all behind.

Cross the borderline.

Face the truth, don't have any time to...

Don't have any time to burn.

Guilty

I feel guilty.

My words are empty.

No signs to give you.

I don't have the time for you.

You say I'm heartless.

And you say I don't care.

I used to be there for you.

And you've said I seem so dead, that I have changed.

But so have you.

Guilty, guilty I feel so

Empty, empty you know how to make me feel.

I put a shield upon you.

I didn't mean to hurt you.

You used to be there for me.

So don't you leave say goodbye.

Cause you have changed but so have I.

I never though that the time and the distance.

Between us made you so much colder.

I'll carry the world on my shoulders.

Not Like The Other Girls

No more blame I am destined to keep you sane.

Gotta rescue the flame.

Gotta rescue the flame in your heart.

No more blood, I will be there for you my love.

I will stand by your side.

The world has forsaken my girl.

I should have seen it would be this way.

I should have known from the start what she's up to.

When you loved anf you've lost someone.

You know what it feels like to lose.

She's fading away, away from this world.

Drifting like a feather she's not like the other girls.

She lives in the clouds she talks to the birds.

Hopeless little one she's not like the other girls I know.

No more shame, she has felt too much pain, in her life.

In her mind she's repeating the words.

All the love you put out will return to you.

The One I Love

Haven't slept in a week.

My bed has become my coffin.

Cannot breath, cannot speak.

My head's like a bomb, still waiting.

Take my heart and take my soul.

I don't need them anymore.

The one I love

is striking me down on my knees.

Drowning me in my dreams.

Over and over again.

Dragging me under.

Hypnoticed by the night.

Silently ricing beside me.

Emptiness, nothingless

is burning a hole inside me.

Take my faith and take my pride.

I don't need them anumore.

This bed has become my chapel of stone.

A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown.

So take my life, I don't need it anymore.

Back In The Picture

There were times in my life I was down on my knees, now it's over.

Deep inside my heart I know.

Simply put I've been stabbed in the back ever since I remember.

Deep inside it hurt to let go.

I'm back in the picture.

I wonder what took so long, so long.

Dedicate everything I create

to my friends I would die for.

But you will always be the one.

Memories that you can't overrun, memories I could cry for.

I thought I'd always be on the run.

Funeral Song

I dumped you again.

I don't understand.

It's happened before.

Can't take it no more.

These foolish games.

Always end up in confusion.

I'll take you back

just to leave you once again.

I died in my dreams.

What's that supposed to mean?

Got lost in the fire.

I died in my dreams.

Reaching out for your hand

my fatal desire.

I've failed you again.

'Cause I let you stay.

I used to pretend

that I felt OK.

Just one big lie.

Such a perfect illusion.

I made you mine.

Just to hurt you once again.

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If You Ever

Close my eyes Lay down to sleep away
There's no return
It's my mistake
There's no use in crying
It's time to learn

[Chorus]
If you ever need someone
Sorry 'bout the things I've done
My life goes in reverse
If you ever change your mind
When the rainy days are gone
And the balance returns

All alone
This time I walk away
It feels so cold but I know it's something I deserve
I deserve to be mislead
Breaking up the family
I know it's my fault
It feels so cold but I know it's something I deserve
I deserve to be dead

Everything You Say

Tired of being seen as a bird in a cage
Tired of being heard all he did last week
Obviously you want to beat me
‘Cause everytime when I fall you’re the first to reveal me

Live for yourself instead
Do me a favor
Feed your empty head
You drive me close to the edge
Everything you say, you say it to annoy me
Watching every move I make whenever I’m around
Everything you do, you do it to destroy me
Waiting for the darkest hour to put me down

Time is gradual, the surface is all you can see
And if I told you the truth you might not understand me

Feed your empty head
Do me a favor
Live for yourself instead
You drive me close to the edge

Everything you say you say to annoy me
Watching every move I make whenever I’m around
Everything you do you do it to destroy me
Waiting for the darkest hour to put me down
Yeah

You drive me close to the edge
You drive me close to the edge